And here's some for those who were missing the angst on this blog

Things aren't going so well with my parents these days. I'm not sure what I can do to make things better. I'm not sure that after all these years I still want to go on trying. I wish I didn't care, but I do. And I am so terribly exhausted.
I don't like feeling my smile disappear. I don't like my face going blank. I don't like knowing that I might just begin to cry. I just don't like being sad.