and then the nights swirl and merge into one another until i lose all sense of time...

with a sudden start i realise that i've whiled away yet another entire evening reading blogs. i feel like a voyeur. peeping in on the lives of others from my window. reading their secrets with prying eyes. and it strikes me anew how much of my life i have held open to strange eyes. i feel... vulnerable.

i think i'm a bit lost.