and slowly it creeps up upon me, surprising me...

university reopens today. i had been counting down the days, but now, with a pang i realise that i don't actually want to go back. it's not that i don't want to be at university - it's just that i've grown accustomed to my life of the last month or so. i have become used to waking up whenever i feel like, switching on the computer and idling the hours away, meeting friends and going out every other day, and doing nothing. i don't want to be disturbed out of this state of... inertia.

i'm a slave to routine.